The Bane of the Pack....

There once was a cat. He was like really fat. 

He ate a rat which liked to bat and sing with the rat pack. 

Always startin somethin was Mr Martin

But to finish, Sinatra could just pop ya

Sammy junior was the flyest always rockin the stylist

Who hired the seamstress, but she really was fearless

She's shake and shed shimmy breakin down with every jimmy 

But one day on her way from the bay to where she stays 

She saw a small yellow tabby... She called to em, Abby!

He hissed and spat and she cooed and sat 

She realized Abby couldn't be his name as this tabby wasn't a dame and cooled his flame with a brand new rein

The tag read Bishop after the man she loved and she brought it hoping itd put her above 

As her tricks all failed he sent her away she cried and blamed that poor little stray

She set him free but much happier was he for he found the rat who was the bane of the pack

The issues like depression, eating disorders, insomnia, we create them because we're looking for meaning in our lives. Just because we make them though doesn't mean they're not real. 

A full list.

Tonight consisted of devyn, Wyatt, Taylor, randi, Myles, Kyle, Daniel, Karen, samuel, alani, oli, luke, Ryan, Joey, Jacob, Austin, Jasjit and my dad. 

I wish it had also had paige Catherine, Hannah, Kelly, lil, Aly, Halle, jack, Gabi, Adrian, Maggie, my brother, billy, drew, Bryan, Ben, josh, Somer, Jamie, Hannah D, Kate, and Avery. 

Roll into me.

I'm outside to watch this thunderstorm roll in. 

I want to be here when it starts to rain. 

Hopefully not a pre-cog dream....

I got pregnant last night in my dream to someone who turned out to be gay maybe and lils friends were his friends and it happened at this frat night where we kept hanging out with these frat kids moslty in the street and their houses and I stole some sparkling shirts from tke that they supposedly took from girls who blacked out they also had strippers and i drove to a store to get food got cookie dough and something specific for the guys and I tried to use one of their cards almost and the store threatened so then I lulled out my license debit card Ryan's I'd moms card and my insurance card so they let me buy the stuff. I remember seeking counsel for the abortion from Abbie chapman but I guess I didn't do it or maybe I did but either way I got married. 

Who the fuck needs hideas anyways...

Like when I'm high I don't have big ideas I have honest weird fuck thoughts like this blanket is so kind and soft hugging my leg like that and I didn't eat those fries again but I bought them and they're fine so I ate them. 

Working Girl

Does having two jobs have to be this hard? I've talked to the bosses about scheduling yet when it's convenient to them they just throw me in wherever. Well that's it. I'm quitting. Just that one though. But really.